I dont know how to feel as of now. He has been ignoring since yeaterday and we got back together on monday. Was I imagining it all? Feels like it. I dont recall anything bad happening after we fixed our issues. However, he doesnt really tell me whats wrong anyways. He doesnt trust me. His dumb ex cheats on him and HE doesnt trust ME. I understand his trust issues but i've been cheated on before. its not fun and i would never inflict that upon someone else. I wish he trusted me more. Give me a little credit for actually trying to please him. I dont complain to him, i give him the freedom he needs and i havent cut myself in 2 weeks because i promised him i wouldnt. I feel like im failing as a girlfriend. I want to be perfect for him and show him that im not like his ex but hes not budging. I have no idea what else to do. Ill try talking to him tomorrow. hopefully he wont ignore me though. I have a bad feeling. Im hoping that i dont return home single but i feel like its gonna happen eventually. I predict that ill be single by friday. How sad. i used to bet on his old half ass relationships and now im technically betting on my own. So fun (cue sarcasm). Fingers crossed boys and girls. i know mine are.
-Angry Girl
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