I think i woke up to a panic attack this morning. My heart was racing and i felt a little numb. I hate that feeling of not having control of your own body. I feel like a puppet. "Ok puppet of mine have a panic attack now.....and now....and now....oh look something sharp!" Etc etc. apparently now when i rock back and forth im unaware of it. Im usually aware of it after a minute of doing it but yesterday in school my friend said i was rocking back and forth slowly looking like a murderer and i was shocked (kinda). I dont know whats gonna happen today. But i know damn well that i will find out why my bf has been ignoring me. Me without answers is like a tiger without a cage. I go insane. But whatever. Hopefully today goes well and i get my answers. Ill update later after school. Enjoy your day boys and girls.
-Angry Girl
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